September 02, 2010

Innocence.

~Betch

Apparently, I have been labelled 'holy', 'goodie goodie', 'church boy', and 'innocent' by many of my friends and family. I'm never usually a person who would give a shit but this is getting too much. Yes I realise that I don't swear much, I don't smoke, I don't drink much, I don't do drugs, I try not to lie, I don't do anything to step out of line and I take my faith seriously. I'm sure people would agree that that's good, right?

So why do you guys moan and complain about me being that way? Would you rather I be the complete opposite? Would you rather I be a rebellious son? Would you rather I be a backstabbing friend? Or perhaps a crackhead or a drunkie? No offense, but aren't there enough of you guys out there? I mean, let's be realistic now, you guys can be pretty full of shit. I'm just saying.

Maybe it's some initiation these days that I must do the things above to become an ideal guy to some people. Then again, what do I know, right? I'm just an innocent guy anyway. Pardon me if I have made some of you gasp but I don't keep in touch with nonsense like this.

People, I'm just the way I am. Please stop saying stupid things like how I'm all innocent and crap. It's very ignorant to be honest. No one in this world is truly innocent. It pisses me off really when people call me that.

I can almost predict people would say I'm emo in the comment box after this post.

I would love to continue but I think I may get irrational if I do. So yeah.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ur good the way u r...

ppl who say such things are as much trapped in the pit that they cant come out! if they cant get out they pull u in!....

so my friend pls be the way u r! i dont hope to see u..smoking, on drugs, swear ur life off, backstab me in the face, and gamble ur life away!....

u know life's more precious than that rite?haha

~Fisherman~

Betch said...

It was something that I had to get out of my system... Leaving unsettled matters in ur heart can make u a bitter and ugly person... I mean, it's like a garden... if you don't take care of it, weeds and undergrowth will spread and make the garden look bad, rite?

so yeah, i'm cool now... i din write this post to shoot people down or anything, it was for me to unleash and then cool down...

of course i'm not gonna change just because some people have been unreasonable. like i said, i did this post for myself. to people who get the message, that's great... to those who don't, oh well.

:D

mayuriml said...

I'm glad you wrote this Warren! It's nice to bitch back once in a while, right? Hahahaha! Well I for one, must admit that I had labeled you innocent too when we first met. But I later learned hat you are SO not innocent and seriously, labels are so overrated and unnecessary anyways. I love you just the way you are and I hope the venting helped :D

Anonymous said...

hey warren, it happens. especially when you are taking your faith seriously. you are way more mature than some guys my age. they just need some time to grow up. hehe.

Betch said...

i hope u're rite, mr. anonymous :) who r u btw?

sometimes i feel i grew up too quickly. sighs. ah but such is life. time to move on. :)